I have been holding my ex H in higher regard than he deserves. All this time I have been telling everyone what a great person he is only to find out that man doesn't exist. Anyone know what I mean? I don't know how I painted this picture of him in my head. That man is gone or did he ever exist.
Our son had a rough day and I emailed him saying we need to talk. We need to learn to co-parent. We met and I wish we hadn't. We cleared the air which was great but I should know better than to think he has changed or is worthy of any of us. He tells me about the girls at the bar he talks to. Then he how he moved on 2 year ago even though we were married. Go to HELL.
It all ended in a big argument because I finally told him that I found a replacement for him at work. Well the little baby didn't like that I took his letter of resignation seriously. Unfortunately our kids were witness to it all but I think this is what I needed to realize he is on a different vibrational level than I am. I just hope that epiphany lasts forever.....
Anyone know what I mean? Maybe he was never that person I thought......
M12 Kids 2 ILYBINILWY 08/05 Reconciled 05/06 S07/12 Moved back 03/13 Separated Again 06/24/13 Back Again (his choice) 02/14 Leaving again 03/23/14 DIVORCED 02/15