So... surprise! She wasn't home when it was time to go to the networking event. I called to see if she was still up for it. She said, "Uh, no, I was going to call you..." And I said, "Well, next time, please let me know before the event itself begins. Common courtesy... I could have gone with my alternate plans otherwise." And yet, she wanted to know all about my job interview, of course. I said I'd talk to her tomorrow, maybe.

I grabbed my younger son and took him to dinner, fully expecting to come home to an empty house. But she was here... wanting to know, again, all about the interview. She's been upstairs in the office all night, and I've been on the couch. Although the sting gets a bit milder each day, I still can't believe we have fallen so far from the routine we used to have, the affection we used to share, the love we used to profess. She is out of her mind. And I just have to stay the course.

Going to bed, while she continues to "work" upstairs. It will, as always, be interesting to see what tomorrow will bring!


Me: 46 Her: 41
M: 5.5 yrs / S: 20, 18
3/26 W and I meet OW
BD: 5/2/2015, she takes off ring
W goes to stay with OW 6/26
NC: 9/5 Both moved out: 10/16
I take off my ring and feel... healed: 10/19