Hi Mr Bond. I am so not afraid anymore. I kid you not the last couple of days have been a revelation. I'm not scared to talk to her, text her nor email her. I'm just not going to approach her.
This type of awakening is liberating, isn't it? I've seen many LBHs discover their inner 'Clint Eastwood' after the first time of putting down their foot on the OM boundary. Once they do this and they've faced the worst spewing from the WAW, they didn't die.
It's a game changer once the realization sinks in. Then things slowly shift.
Observe. Monitor. Adjust.
Wonka, thanks for this. That's what it feels like and I owe it all to you guys here. Your advice and encouragement helped me 'burst the pimple' so to speak. And man it feels good that it's burst.
Don't know if you got a chance to read my explanation to Mr Bond on the last thread on how I think I got here? But I've laboured the point that, although I agree about becoming a better person and growing etc there was always that bit of me that wondered about the old NDY coming back. The old NDY wasn't the guy she left. Not sure who he was but I know how he got here. Now I feel the old NDY coming home and it feels good.
Peace and love to you all.
Me:43 Her:42 M:14 S:9 EA started 2014/03 (or there abouts) PA started 2014/05/30 BD:2014/11/05 I left 2015/10/01 I returned 2015/05/02 She left 2015/06/10 OM still on the go.
