Wow Pink, that is an impressive read. You have come so far in the last month even. I am proud of you, I thought I was doing a little better then you were but you have flown right past me.
I really like the part about you saying that you need to live your live within your means to him. I am going to remember that because my H is always trying to help me around the house or do stuff and I think I can use that eventually. It shows real independence.
I like it. You are going to be just fine!!
I think Toots is right, we have to wait for the action part, my H has always said all along that he wants us to be one happy family again but other then saying that he doesn't do anything except stop by for a couple of hours on the weekend to see S and me or maybe not me I am just there I don't know and that's it. So from what Toots and other people say there should be actions and it shouldn't make us feel confused it should speak so loudly that we know what they want.