Hello Eirinn, I am so sorry to hear you've been having a rough time. As Toots said, "Do keep posting if you feel able." as we understand you can't stay positive on the forum all the time. That's what it, and our "family" are for.
Some days, you just won't feel like. I certainly understand.
Hang in there. It sounds like you could use a few hugs . . .
*Hugs* *Hugs* *Hugs* *Hugs* *Hugs*
Your friend,
Bob
Me:55 yrs/W:51 yrs (has MS) M:14 yrs T:15 yrs No children together--3 each from previous marriages Wife Moved Out: 10/19/14 Wife Filed for Divorce: 10/20/14 Divorce Final: 10/21/15