Thanks guys. I forgot one goal- being appreciative. Every day I'm grateful that I've been given relief from the suffering I went through. Doesn't make the loss any less significant. But to be fair, some of that was the universe telling me what I was doing wasn't working. I wasn't a good husband, and this is the feedback that I need to make some changes. I don't know that making good decisions will be rewarded the way "I" want, but I've made enough messes out of my life trying to get what I think is best. Time to be a good dad, employee, and in my religious moments servant of God. I may not get what I thought I wanted, but I'm being shown how to want what I get. That's so much more important.


Me:38 XW:38
T:11 years M:8 years
Kids: S14, D11, D7
BD/Move out day: 6/17/14, D final Dec 15