"can we please stop this cr@p now. This is my thread. Let it go."
First of all, what you fail to understand is how many people 25 has helped. When GB spread those initial lies, it almost seems like it invalidates everything she's done while here. So it's not as simple as "letting go".
Now onto your sitch.
"Ok, lot of help needed tonight.
WW has left to go to her mothers with S9. She says she isn't coming home and we can work out a schedule with S9.
She reckons I'm unstable because of the fight last night."
To a degree she's right, which is why you need to try and keep a calm head as much as possible. Think Clint Eastwood. You are in control. You are comfortable in your shoes as the man and what needs to be done.
"It's good that S9 isn't amounts the stress but he should be at home."
True, but right now that's not the case. Your role is to try and make the transition as easy as possible for him. Let him understand that your home is where YOU are.
"But guys, I don't see a way back. I'm seriously thinking about throwing in the towel."
My W took 3 years before she even could talk to me in a civil manner and there was an OM involved. Only you will know how much you can take. You'd be surprised at how strong you are when you give it a chance.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
