Originally Posted By: skhdive
The change I need and want to make within myself is to get back myself if that makes sense. I think i became so worried about what H was doing that o wouldn't let myself do anything afraid if I did he would go out and do who knows what.


Yes, you've lived in chronic fear about what HE is doing/thinking/feeling and it's NOT getting you anywhere. Keep your movement in the "forward" gear.

When you operate in fear, you are Not operating in faith.


M: 57 H: 60
M: 35 yrs
S30,D28,D19
H off to Alaska 2006
Recon 7/07- 8/08
*2016*
X = "ALASKA 2.0"
GROUND HOG DAY
I File D 10/16
OW
DIV 2/26/2018
X marries OW 5/2016

= CLOSURE 4 ME
Embrace the Change