Ok I will try that ... my latest was Chicken, can of corn, black beans, Salsa ... kind of a southwest mix over white rice and its quite good .... pfffft 70's like I care, I love to eat!!!
Thing about bottom, they chase 'happiness', yours like mine and others is in a state of denial-euphoria.... and in my case W has been after it for some time, even before BD, was the new car, new job, this camera, that camera ... then OM, then this new career, then taking this class, going to this group, and on and on.
Then during the holidays I think it hit her, none of those ^^^^^ things were there, and none of those things made her happy ... it was Early Nov when I finally got the "I've made a mess of my life" talk. That's when she started as far as I can tell to do the work ... Mar she stopped the D talks and to this point .. I feel she is figuring herself out but does not want to 'commit' to the M just yet ... for me I am ok with that .. its a better hell than last year, and like you ... IC and this place helped me deal with the emotional battles from it all.
She is pulling that L thing .. and the control bit on you just to pull strings, its what they do ... mine would bring up the D during the WORST times I swear ... I recall the TM "Hey can you grab S's Bday cake tonight and I will bring some D docs for you to sign" And yeah .. no clue as to why I would be upset. I swear its emotional terrorism at times .... its gets better when you start looking at the humor in it ... that's what I tell myself anyways.
