You are right...4-5 months is hardly scratching the surface. It takes a long time for them to start coming out of the pixie dust fog.
Yep...more work on you, detach and continue to gal. I can already see where you are starting to grow and learn more about yourself. Keep up the good work and continue to ask questions. No question is dumb...I'd rather you ask then do something you will later regret.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
