when I came here, I was so ready to save my M the last thing I wanted to say was, hey I dodged a bullet, good riddance!
So do you really think that anything we said would have changed your mind?
I feel like DB worked for you - just the way it is suppose to. Maybe you didnt totally understand it, however I really doubt anything anyone would say or write would have changed YOU, until YOU were ready to change!
Their is a process here and if you leave out any steps it just sends you back to the start to reaccomp[lish what you skipped.