Hope,
Reality check. y'all kissed a couple of times and you are complaining? I think you are rushing and pushing your expectations on where you think you should be at this point. it's about noticing and appreciating the small steps! and he said he can't wait to do it again?

read some of these other threads and realize how thankful you should be right now. a spouse is a friend that you inappropriately touch. just saying enjoy where you are. can it get better? sure. can it get worse? definitely.

kudos on keeping it light and fun. keep doing that. it is obviously working. do what works, remember?

M40 XW35
M11 T15
S9 D5
Bomb 6/3/14
Papers del 10/3/14
D final 12/5/14

I wish I could love you and make you believe it
'Cause that's all you ever wanted
From me