My story pt 2

[Kembo05]

Just journaling to get some stuff off my chest so it doesn't build. W was much more talkative yesterday; she normally withdraws to her room but she stayed out in the living room a little longer than normal. She made enough dinner for both of us and made it a point to come back to the bedroom where I was hanging out to tell me we had plenty of food. I normally get D2 up on the mornings I don't have to leave early and W stays in bed until I leave, but this morning she got up shortly after D2 and I did.

She oddly enough asked about MC for the 4th time since we went last week. We had to reschedule because of her IC so she keeps asking to ensure we are scheduled.

Lastly, she bought some gifts for friends of mine that found out they are pregnant and she asked if I wanted to send them anything else and I said "No thanks, that is nice of you to send that" She then asked if she should get something for my best friend and his wife since they found out they are pregnant too. This confuses me because my best friend is good friends with her but he is so angry with her and doesn't want to talk to her because of this situation. My W also isn't a fan of his W so I find it odd she wants to send them something. Before she filed for D she mentioned how exhausted she was by pretending everything is OK when we are around people and it seems like that is what she is choosing to still do. I want to say "none of these people are going to want to be your friend when they realize this is what you are doing" but I just STFU and control what I can control