It sounds to me like you deserve a day of personal care... A massage and a facial, a radical new hairdo, and a manicure. It is amazing how good that would make you feel, even if it seems superficial. It is also very comforting to be pampered and touched when you are sad and feel lonely. There's studies that show that people who feel lonely actually take longer showers - I think it has to do with the sensation of touch and warmth against the skin.
People who take good care of themselves, are attractive to other people. I've been in the retail and service business, and my experience is that if you give something away or sell it for cheap, nobody values it or wants it. If you set a high price on something, people will feel like it has a lot of value and desire it more.
M 16 yrs, WH62, P54 3 adult blended kids EA 11/13, BD1 6/14 PA fall 14, BD2 2/15 Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15 Separated 4/16 WH moved OW in 5/16 Divorced 6/15/17