Here I am, wanting to be that calm lighthouse in the midst of her crazy, but really, I'm just brokenhearted and overwhelmed...
DifRent
Keep digging deep and be that lighthouse no matter how grim things look, fake it until you make it.
Sorry things are pulling you down today, I understand the feeling of hopelessness at times. The pain just overwhelms you and you lose motivation/desire to keep doing anything because it all seems pointless. I've had the same feelings lately.
Were all brokenhearted through this, its likely the single hardest thing we have experienced in our lives. I wish none of us had to go through this pain but its life. We just have to continue to pick ourselves up and force movement forward no matter how hard it is. Stay strong.
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be