Hey Betsey! Saw your post on Meredth's thread. Thanks for thinking about me. I'll give you the quick run down: Things are going smoothly for me and H. It is comfortable, if nothing else. I don't feel as panicked to hurry and make this all work. As a matter of fact, last night I slipped a card to him while he was in his office working. It was your basic "If I could go back in time, would I do it all over again?" card. The answer is a resounding YES! No matter what happens.
I felt he needed to know this. And, I got up the courage to sign it, "I love you." Well, getting up the courage isn't really an accurate portrayal. I really didn't look at it as: What if I say this and he doesn't say it back? I just wanted to say it, and my fear of his reply (or lack of) wasn't going to scare me off. What a good place to be! Anyway, he didn't say anything about it. BUT, he was very sweet and loving last night, and this morning. SO, it didn't scare him away either.
I took a lot out of your "to hug or not to hug" posts! Seize the moment, eh, friend?
Anyway, I miss you terribly! I really wish you'd come back out here!!!
Congrats on the weightloss! Though, I don't recall you needing it! I asked Mer about it at lunch last week. I said, "did I miss something, because Betsey did not strike me as needing to lose weight..." She said the same. Though, I know that I dropped 10 pounds, and people swore I didn't need to. (But, they sure liked it when I did.)
