I so appreciate the sage advice. I know the plate is full and he just wants to add to it. Umm.. no. I don't want any more stuff. I know God will work everything out for the good. My children know his angle. They don't like it but say nothing.
Sooo, I spoke to my atty today. Kinda filled her in on h drama. I said I want this D done. I dont want any more of this stuff over my head. I feel that once things are down on paper that it gives us the boundaries on paper at least.
My atty said that his atty called her to say that H wants to withdraw the suit. ??? H told his atty that he doesn't have any money for a mediator either.
My atty said that we are not withdrawing the suit so that H can keep living this life. I told atty that if he started this D...I'll finish. I don't want this emotional roller coaster. I want to move on so that I don't need to answer to him about anything (incl getting my nails done).
I was thinking that my H is really a piece of work. I know he has money. I know he wants this D done. But I think that by withdrawing the suit..he just wants me to be mad enough to complete it or he's waiting for me to die. Not gonna happen.
I am trying to focus on healing. I plan on being here for a long time. Just trying so hard to stay the course.
Thank you all for your prayers. I'll keep y'all posted. Love and prayers to all of you my beautiful friends. Y'all are a real blessing. God bless.
