Keep going, Kembo. The weight lifts and things will be easier, but it is slow, slow process. I am 6 months in since BD and it is still hard for me, especially at weekends.
Both 47 M 20 T25 S 18 EA July 11- Jan 12. ILYBNILWY Oct EA April 13 -July 13 Move to work abroad Sept 14 re establish contact with OW while away D bomb 22/12/14 D filed papers served 17/03/15