A shark's weight loss program

[holdingon]

Betsey,
Does all this niceness kind of freak you out? I know we should not doubt when they are nice... but I find myself wondering "has H made some sort of decision that I don't know about" or some other reason for him being HIMSELF. It rather freaks me out. Especially since he hasn't put any reason on it. He called me twice yesterday...

I know it is wrong to look for meaning in everything. I know I need to live in the NOW and not want the committment, the explanation... but even though we have had three good days, I'm a bit freaked... and I guess scared, too, that it is only three days.

Oh well... what did I hear you say? Keep Swimming? Yep, that's just what I'll do.