Just journaling:

Had a bad day today. I know this is a divorce/MLC forum, but this board is really my only outlet.

My rat is still hanging on although now I believe that she is completely blind. I feel so bad for her. I have a friend that has a cousin who is a vet. I could probably have her put to sleep, but I've heard horror stories how it is done and it isn't very humane. I don't want her to be put down that way. She was also born in my apartment and has never been in a car. I'm afraid that a car ride would stress her out too much.

I'm very, very down/sad. I just don't know what to do.

I ask God everyday to take her peacefully, but it doesn't look like that is going to happen...

Tad

Last edited by tadpole1025; 06/07/15 10:10 AM.
Currently:
M 56 XW 57
Sons 38,33,31,29

The Sitch:
Married 26 years
EA w/ OM 9/10
Bomb 10/10 (5 weeks after 25th anniversary)
Sep 12/10
She wants D 1/11
W files 5/11
D final 10/11
XW marries OM 6/13