Today is a good day, even though i am at work!!!!!! Let me recount the past three days. I met my W on wed after work to pick up my two dogs. I decided i was taking them camping through Friday. So met the W the exchange went really well, all smiles and nice conversation. She mentioned that she didn't know that i had actually bought the truck i was driving. I just replied with yup it’s my new baby! With a smile of course. She asked about a few items from the old house and whether i have had time looking for them. I explained i hadn't but i would as soon as i could. After leaving the meeting i headed to a friend’s place to pick them up for our trip. While sitting at the light i see my W drive by and then brake and turn down the next road ahead of me. Now i know the entire area and what is there and such. It was obvious she was following me, everything down there is industrial except for a few apartment buildings, and she was headed to the gym. Definitely not in that direction, lol. I know the WHY and the WHAT FOR but i still have to ask "WHY, WHAT FOR"! What is the point? Anyhow i pulled into a little corner store to wait and see if she pops back up and sure as heck, she comes rolling around the corner just cruising slowly looking this way and that, Until she sees my truck parked at the store. She doesn't see me because i am inside. So she drives by really slow looks in the passenger window and leaves. All the time I’m laughing. But ACTUALLY it made me very pissed too. I don’t understand what she is doing and why all of a sudden she has resorted to this type of actions! She is the one who wanted to ditch this life and decided to start another one without me in it. I cannot say if she is happy or unhappy with her choice and frankly i dont care anymore. These are the choices she has made and the road she has chosen i am just completely at a loss for why now after 9 months she is pulling this stuff.
So anyhow, i hung out for a little while to make sure she finally left and then picked up my friend. I had such a good weekend; i had my children (DOGS) and good company. WE hiked, swam in the ocean, made a camp fire with friction, let me tell you that was a challenge and one that i finally completed just took me like 2 hours lol! The weather was amazing; i tasted a new beer called Rogue- Voodoo. Tasted just like the donuts from voodoo’s in Portland, Oregon. AMAZING if you have never tried it you have too and the bottle is worth the purchase as well! Last night i got home bathed the babies, and decided i needed to take a nice ride on my bike! I ended up at a street festival along with about 20 other riders. I enjoyed some unique foods and music and then ended my night with the view if an amazing moon, a nice breeze and a cold beer from my lani.
i just wanted to say today is a good day. EVEN though i am pulling a 12 hr shift. It’s going to be a good day. I'm breathing, i feel invigorated, strong, and hopeful for the future and extremely excited for next weekend. Going skydiving!!!!!!
