Renewed Focus on ME

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Let the spew fest begin. H was really angry this morning. Did not say much other than it was laughable that I was nervous to relay my boundry to him last night. Apparently, I was pacing as well?! Yes, H, I was nervous as I have little experience in such difficult conversations that I never ever expected to have with you. Did not say that, but thought it. I chose to walk into it instead of the easier route of ignoring it or walking away.

My calm response was that it was ridiculous that I should even be put in this postion in the first place to have to set said boundry. I then walked away. I am feeling good with it all.

I know he must be very upset and anxious about whole thing. I noticed that he is going through the tums like crazy since Saturday.