I'm just saying holding onto something, when there is nothing to hold onto. Dropping the rope, detaching, that stuff is just not happening like it should. I am getting better for me. And have things planned to get better at least. But it just seems so weird, that all my emotions stay focused on her. Time will cure it, at least to a point. Mainly I think I was just venting my frustrations, with not being able to do what I need to.
