Not much happening, just H did text that his dad is doing well after his 4th surgery.
H also wants to know when is S15 football camp. Pathetic... S15 left for camp on Wednesday morning. Then he says that if I agree that he would like to do something with our sons on Saturday or sunday. I don't get it, our "sons" are 15, 17 and 21. They already decide what they want or don't.
What is this bull about...if you agree. I feel like he knows it upsets me and then he does it all the time. Besides the fact that he does not have much to talk to me anymore, so he keeps this cheap tabs.
I am cutting every contact with him, and I think I won't answer him anymore and instead ask the kids to contact him.
Once the court determine his visit with the kids, then it will all be resolved and there will be a schedule.
The pain is more intense, but it is not all the time. Sometimes it just feels that it is the right thing because I was not happy in my marriage. Some other times it is an intense pain that hurts a lot. The devastation of all this.
This is a busy, crazy week. Thanks for all the support, it would be so much more painful without the good advices and guidance, and even laughs and dreams that we share.
