I am so glad you are still posting cherry! I didn't realize you had a thread over here.
Forgiveness is a big deal and he has maybe not earned that yet. You have been through a lot. So as he, but you both have more to do. I am thinking that at some point there will have to be some kind of work on the ability for you to be able to communicate with each other better.
Trust in each other will have to be there for real honest communication to happen. Without that resentment will continue to build. I am sorry that o have zero idea how to get there from here, I do know that He and you Both will have to want to get to that point or else it just can't happen.
Have you laid out a transparency plan? How has that been going?
Have you guys been attending any Mc sessions or infidelity workshops or anything?
We are still Here for you, hoping for your happiness!
