Praying for you bud. I understand completely the turmoil you are in. I feel the same way about my XW willingly giving up time with her kids for SELFISH reasons. The kids pick up on it too. Mine certainly have. My D sometimes wants to listen to sad songs cause she misses her Mama.
Unfortunately, that happens when we allow our feelings dictate our actions. It's not very often that good things result from it as humans are often inherently selfish.
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I wish I could love you and make you believe it 'Cause that's all you ever wanted From me
