mahhhty, You are absolutely correct and I recognize that in myself. I know that I have allowed him to disrespect me over and over again and it has become normal. I have so far resisted the urge to contact him. It infuriates me that he walks around with a chip on his shoulder acting like I disrespected him and that he tried to be my friend but that I pushed him over the edge. I created this man child. He is pouting like my kids do.
I know I need to take it easy and take care of myself. I haven't left the house since Sunday, I have major anxiety, and my left shoulder and arm hurt. I know this man is NOT worth my stress or anxiety. I have two kids and I can't get myself sick. Every time I get better he seems to come right back in and mess my head up again.
M12 Kids 2 ILYBINILWY 08/05 Reconciled 05/06 S07/12 Moved back 03/13 Separated Again 06/24/13 Back Again (his choice) 02/14 Leaving again 03/23/14 DIVORCED 02/15
