if it's too late why is he still here?

[mahhhty]

I keep reading success stories and advice from the boards and also listening to podcasts and reading other books, I wonder if I should just stop because I really don't see any chance at all for him to ever want to work on our M again. Maybe doing all of that is just continuing to give me false hope when really I just need to let go and move on. *sigh*

Bah Humbug! You are in a jam, but I know you don't mean this. You don't have to know how each step will work or what the result has to be. The steps come and go, some are up and some are down. But with your chin high you can see where you are headed.

There is no possible way in the universe, that you can figure out what the future has in store for you. You are in control of your future. People reconcile after months, days, and years, yes years. Be true to yourself and the process.

Keep reading until you have had your fill, but don't you dare think that there is a magical pill that will fix this. The path of least resistance DOES NOT EXIST. It will get worse before it gets better. However, by going through it you will be stronger and a better person, as long as you choose to continue to learn.

My money is on Lost bc she is her, and her is compassionate, thoughtful & caring!