Work on forgiving yourself Roid. You're human and did the best with the tools you had at the time. We can ALL look back with hindsight and see the mistakes we made.
Doesn't mean we can change them though. Doing so also takes the focus off of what we actually can change - how we live today and who we become.
Sorry to hear you're struggling today, glad you had fun with your girls.
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