Nothing new to report. I definitely took several steps backwards detachment-wise after meeting with W last night. I am going to try to remind myself next time I feel the need for contact that while it may feel good at the time, the fallout is probably not worth it.
Have a friend going through selling his house and moving into a new one, and have been involved with him on some of the logistics and such, which is nice and helps me stay busy in some manner right now. I'm so happy for he and his family, and yet in the back of my mind jealous that he's moving to a new place in his life, family in tow, and that it's not me doing that stuff.
All this melancholy BS I'm feeling today aside, looking forward to the weekend arriving. I'm headed out of state to see a good friend, get in a round or two of golf and to see a concert Monday evening. We haven't seen each other much in maybe a year or so, and while he's aware of the situation plenty to discuss further I think, and his input will be valued.
Me:36 W:30 M:2.75 T:7 BD: 4/2015 ILYBNILWY: 5/2015 W Moved Out: 5/2015 W filed for D: 7/2015
