7 weeks in feels like a lifetime.

[Lynn80]

Holding steady.

Today is our son's 4yo birthday. Dad suggested we all go to Chuck E Cheese. It went ok. I was polite and friendly without being too friendly. H seems to think that we should be good friends while he goes on with his separate life.

I spent the last week traveling for work. Good to get out. My heart tells me my H needs a summer of being a solo parent. He has been vacant from our son's life for four years. He should get alone time to build a relationship. I also think he needs to have what he thinks he wants to change his mind.

My family comes in this weekend to celebrate my son's bday. It will help more neutral time pass for him to see the new me.

I got too excited for change and pushed. Slow and steady wins the race.