I have reviewed what you sent to me and I have responded and attached a copy of a sample resume that you may want to review and consider using the format when applying for positions.
Don't make excuses for applying for positions elsewhere. Be honest with potential employers. Honesty is the best policy and trust me, if you aren't, eventually the truth will come out in the light of day.
As for jobs, you look for something that you can handle. Generally, the more money you make, the more responsibility you will take on. For now, look for something that can accommodate your special needs, i.e., around your home life situation. Nothing says you can't inquire about a raise once you've been on the job 6 months or so.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
