My heart and brain aren't communicating. I know what's right. I know I deserve better but it doesn't hurt any less. Now this new revelation that he may have been seeing someone before we divorced is like stabbing me in the heart and twisting the knife around. I want to talk to him face to face and have him admit it but I also know I should let it go.
It's crushed me. I haven't moved in 3 days. What's wrong with me? He said who he spends his spare time with is none of my business as we are divorced. Hurts me to the core.
M12 Kids 2 ILYBINILWY 08/05 Reconciled 05/06 S07/12 Moved back 03/13 Separated Again 06/24/13 Back Again (his choice) 02/14 Leaving again 03/23/14 DIVORCED 02/15
