Ralf. Mate. I'm not religious. But I feel exactly the same as you. I know you read my thread and there's been quite a bit of activity over there. I think we are looking for answers that aren't apparent.

Setting deadlines? I know, right? How much more can a man take before he simply walks away. I hate how my manhood is being tested to the max. I'm not a NG. I read that book and it's not me. Neither is their philosophy.

So, next step? More of the same? Idk because I'm sick of living this lie.

Sorry for the derail.

Me:43 Her:42
M:14
S:9
EA started 2014/03 (or there abouts)
PA started 2014/05/30
BD:2014/11/05
I left 2015/10/01
I returned 2015/05/02
She left 2015/06/10
OM still on the go.