Not Confused...Insane in the Membrane

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Hi all! I know it has been a long time for me and honestly I am just here to vent, but more than welcome any comments.

My divorce was finalized a few weeks ago! What I thought would finally put me into the next chapter in my life has been not going so well...allow me to explain

MLC antics had subsided for the most part, but reared it's ugly head on the day of our divorce, even in the court room. Since then, i have been verbally assaulted twice, my kids have been turned against me, and the last and final straw that has me SOOOOO angry...my EX H keyed my car.

I've had enough...I'm pressing charges for the damage to my vehicle and have received a temporary restraining order. I guess I am sooo mad because I don't believe either of these is going to bring about justice and I feel he is going to get away with yet again another stab at me.

I am sick and tired of living in this nightmare. I'm angry because of how I have been mistreated. I am angry because I deserve soooo much more than this.

Did I mention I'm angry today! Why did things have to go this far. I know we all make our own choices, but I feel I was pushed into mine for the past 2.5 years.

I know I will get through this some how, I'm just feeling down right angry right now!