Hi Mal, Z, Ellie and all. Thanks for checking up on me. Not much to report, things are pretty much the same as they have been for what seems like forever.
I did go see W's counselor a couple of weeks ago. We talked a little bit. She said W was in "crisis" whatever that means. Seems like she's been in crisis for three years now, but what do I know.
After the one-on-one, W and I went to see C together. I think the C decided I probably wasn't the ogre W always depicts me as, I don't know, but it's suddenly "OK" for us to go together. Not that the session went that well, or anything. W still doesn't know what she wants. I thought we were just talking about what our problems were, but W got mad at me. Of course, she acted like everything was fine until we left the session. Can't let anyone know how she really feels, except me. Then I got the cold shoulder for the next two days.
Man this stuff gets old. It's tough to keep thinking positively when you run up against a brick wall all the time. But we are still plodding along. Not sure what direction we are headed though.
Sorry I haven't updated much. Just never feel like I've got any good news. Three years of this and I still feel like it's one day at a time. It kind of wears on ya, if you know what I mean.
Looking back, there has been improvement, but never any resolution. I still feel like she's ready to bolt at any time. Sometimes I wonder if that wouldn't be easier...but then I get up the next morning and try again. Oh well, guess I'm just a glutton for punishment.
Y'all be good and I hope everyone is doing OK out there.
