Ripken - WW filed for divorce and I'm moved out #4

[Ripken8]

GAL activities for the week (aside from working out 4-5 times):
TUES - softball league
WED - Meetup group, should be fun
THURS - Going out to eat with a friend
FRI-SUN - Have the boys for the weekend
SAT - Boys will be with my sister during evening, have a Bachelor party with 20-30 of my college friends

Should be a nice couple of days. Overall, I'm proud of keeping busy and my GAL. I've connected with a lot of old friends and made several new ones. It HAS helped because all I would do without these activities is wonder why ww doesn't interact and what she's doing. I know past experience AND recent past tell me that she "follows my lead", so if/when I go dark/distant, she assumes I need space and leaves me alone. Especially after I gave her the key to the house, without a fight - but I disgress from mind reading.

In my downtime, normally right before bed I do thinking about if I want ww back and what I would need. Still several questions I don't know the answer to and moot for a while down the road, if ever. I have a meeting with my IC THURS, so that should help process things.

But aside from GAL activities, my go tos are still the same: work on my self esteem, stay dark, be the best father I can be and rediscover what I enjoy doing - have fun.