I woke up this morning realizing how tough this is going to be. All I wanted to do was go to my wife's room and plead with her to try and make this work. I know that is the exact opposite of what I NEED to do so I prayed and prayed and told myself I have to let her see my confidence in the face of this trial
It is just difficult thinking/hoping she will show some humbleness and a loving/forgiving attitude; because that is the opposite of what she has been
Kembo05. Hugs. Detachment is the hardest thing I have done, but it does get better. It is hard especially when we so desperate for our spouses and rational thought goes out of the window.
Sometimes it is easier to be detach when the spouse is not being too nice, I think a loving attitude would set me back.
Both 47 M 20 T25 S 18 EA July 11- Jan 12. ILYBNILWY Oct EA April 13 -July 13 Move to work abroad Sept 14 re establish contact with OW while away D bomb 22/12/14 D filed papers served 17/03/15
