The thought that she is really going to try and play dirty is not a good feeling. I have done my best to take the high road at every turn. If she is planning to put it to me, i will not back down and my L is ready. I hope it doesn't come to that though. I can't imagine what more she would want from me. She has gotten everything, except my money but she makes more than i do anyhow. Kinda seems like she was completly happy knowing that i was miserable and wishing she was back with me, but now that i am over this sitch and ok with the fact she chose to leave me for another man, it seems she is no longer happy and even a bit angry at me it seems. Kinda confuses me to say the least! anyhow i am going to continue to do me. I am going on friendly dates but nothing physical or relationship wise, just connecting with people that have no ties to myself or W. But i will be extremely carefull from now on. maybe just hang with guys from here on out until the D is finalized. This whole thing just blows my mind!
