Thanks fogg. I guess where I am is not closing the door today or setting a timetable on when. The fact that I've even accepted that door COULD close for ME is a major turning point.
Throughout the DB process, there was never a chance it could ever close for me. And when I thought more about it, after taking care of myself, GAL and learning to appreciate the catch I am, I started to realize my own self-worth and value.
There will be a time where if nothing changes, I will move on, not just move forward. When that time is, I have no idea.
But the fact that I'm more than ok with that is a huge change.
M-33 W-33 S-11, S-8 M-11, T-14 BD - 12/26, Divorce Filing and admits to affair (her) 4/18 I moved out 5/23