Thanks, Vapo. Sometimes it's hard to articulate what you're trying to say.
I appreciate the feedback and advice. I felt happy about my progress and this weekend. Just this morning was a trigger and reminder of where I still am and the continued work I have to do.
All the more reason why I'm not moving into a relationship or getting physical with anyone. Not ready for it.
M-33 W-33 S-11, S-8 M-11, T-14 BD - 12/26, Divorce Filing and admits to affair (her) 4/18 I moved out 5/23