Hi OD. Can I just say you seem to have come to realise what it's all about It was said to me by MrBond that our changes are for us because WAS had already made their mind up it was finished. Your W proberbly tried for years before given up
You have to be the best you can be for you first and foremost and then , maybe it might help a new R with W or someone else
It's great to read where you are now compared to a couple of weeks ago
Day by day mate. You will get there. Take care. Rd