Hi RD! You are correct, of course, I don't know what he's thinking. It just seems to me that if he had any thoughts of R, had any confusion whatsoever, he'd be trying to feel things out and I'd notice.
But maybe I wouldn't. He doesn't actually show emotion, and mine was alway met with derision. Lord help me if I ever cried in front of him. And I sincerely had no idea he was unhappy, he never showed it. So perhaps you are right.
But truth is, I'm past the point where I care if he's conflicted or not. I'm with Kelly Clarkson, if you don't know the answer...
