Toots & GH, Obviously, the conversations with STBX are limited now. I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss the small talk calls we used to have a week ago. It's tough not having one of your best friends to talk to. However, I don't miss the worrying and anxiety that comes with STBX's intermittent phone calls and TMs. Also, I can feel that the limited interaction is helping me to detach.
Completely understand, Defacto - that's where I am. My ww have limited to no conversations while the other has the boys. It's nice to have that privacy and be able to truly just be with them. However, there are songs, places I drive by, shows, new stories, etc that hit me and I think "man I can't wait to tell ww about this" and then I stop myself.
It feels like a piece of me I want to release and share, without a place to go. The more it goes on, the more I will continue to find outlets within myself or others than just her. I'm sure you will to!
Glad to hear you had a good weekend!
M-33 W-33 S-11, S-8 M-11, T-14 BD - 12/26, Divorce Filing and admits to affair (her) 4/18 I moved out 5/23
