Ripken - WW filed for divorce and I'm moved out #4

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Sorry - been Mia as I've been trying to gal. Weekend went great, best I've had in a long time. Tried hanging out with a friend fri but that fell through. Was disappointed but watched a movie I had wanted to see by myself and worked out. It was nice and I started to appreciate alone time.

Saturday took the Mensa test, a fun challenge for my brain. Then worked out, relaxed and went to a fun rooftop pool party. That was great. I saw some old friends and met many new ones.

Yesterday did some errands, worked out and met one of my new friends out for dinner last night. It was a really good weekend and rarely thought or worried about ww.

However, when she dropped off the boys this morning she continues to do so without getting out of the car and even without texting me. Pretty much it's dropping off at a regular time and then moving on. No interaction. Also the boys told me she introduced them to a bunch of her friends this weekend. People she never did while we were married.

So this morning I get triggered feeling like while I'm gal and doing ok, it feels like she could care less because no matter how dark I go, she's darker. And no matter how much I move forward in my life with or without her, she wants that and has already moved on.