I think I'm starting to understand DBing. H called tonight out of the blue. At times he was very rude and hurtful and at other points in the conversation he was sweet. He told he the pics I sent him were great and that he always thought I should take some photography classes(which is on my GAL list). Said I was the love of his life and he would always love me but then a minute later said he was never coming back and he hadn't changed his mind. I just validated when he expressed his feelings and told him I had no expectations about us, I'm just living for today. I ended the convo which as hard because it was really good to hear his voice.
I have to put my call in for coaching tomorrow and I should seeing my therapist this week if nothing conflicts. It's the last week of school for us and it's crazy right now. I just feel a little more relaxed tonight because I have more of a plan for myself. Teachers love plans!
