I'm actually kind of hopeful that this medication will make a difference. She seems eager to try something new and this stuff is supposed to kick in with 1-2 weeks and have less side-effects than the others that she's tried.
Of course there's no guarantee the medication will change her opinion of me, but at least it might help her shake the anxiety and general lack of enthusiasm she's experienced over the past couple of years. We'll see.
We got an offer on the house today. It's low but I expected that. W and I talked about it a little, I think she'd rather turn it down than counter-offer. I almost want to take it now to get this over with. It's not like I'll lose money on the house...and it means we could get the heck out of here sooner. We are going to talk it over tonight. It is early in the process.
Got a call saying that they want me to report to my new job as early as May instead of July. I told them No, but then got told I may not have a choice. That sucks. W is still not totally accepting that the kids will be so far away. I do not want to tell her that it may happen even sooner.
There is no way to make this look good to her. I will ignore the problem until I have no other option. Maybe it will go away.
