First of all, thank you for your kind post in my thread. I really appreciate it. I keep forgetting to mention that I am mostly Swedish and Danish (you show your location as Sweden).
I can understand completely why you feel so confused and down. I really felt that Painter's and Smothy's recent posts were SO supportive. They are both wonderful, as are you! Do not beat yourself up about this. It will only make you weaker. You want to be stronger, of course, and I feel you have it in you.
Are you trying any "180s" recently? I've been looking back in your thread and can't find any. I may have just missed them.
Keep detaching (hard to do, I know) and keep a PMA!
Sending *Hugs* and a prayer your way. You are going to get thru this. We are all here for you, Tulo.
Bob
Me:55 yrs/W:51 yrs (has MS) M:14 yrs T:15 yrs No children together--3 each from previous marriages Wife Moved Out: 10/19/14 Wife Filed for Divorce: 10/20/14 Divorce Final: 10/21/15
