In my stich, I find it hard with her disease. I want to ask her how she is, if she's feeling okay. But when I did the answer was pretty much always fine. No more than that, and that tells me she doesn't want to talk. It also tells me she is still upset very much with me. I know that has to dissipate before anything else can happen. And no one but her knows whether or not that will happen. It's out of my control.
