I want to but haven't contacted W today. It's been pretty much all week just about the kids and stuff. It just doesn't feel right, but I know right now is not the time. No matter what I do or say, it's just going against everything she thinks. Trying to stay positive about everything, but have my negative moments. It's so hard not to want to be mad at her for leaving, but it affects my attitude toward her, and my actions toward her. I really have to let go of everything from the past. I keep telling myself yesterday's actions or words don't mean anything tomorrow.
